Not Alive - Lyrics
 

Doing what I can to keep my self on the hush. 
With my gun next to me ready to scream, but I won't, no I won't.

Hey, look away, I don't think you can... feel the same. 
Say something, and I won't forgive.... I won't forgive..

Today seems to be brighter than yesterday
Hope it will be as desired, no one will steal my peace and faith.

Came my way, now will regret it
You don't know who is this

But then I realized
That I was dying 
Trying to understand 
I'm not alive

Alive (Alive, yeah)
From dying (Now dying)
Trying (HAHAHA! Trying)
To understand (I don't know you understand)
Holy Father (Holy!)
Holy Mother (I don't understand)
HELP ME (Help! HAHAHA!)

Not Alive...